I don’t cry anymore
I want to, my heart aches with the same intesity
But my eyes stay dry
My jaw set so hard that it hurts

I don’t cry anymore
I want to scream, kick, stamp and throw
But I sit quiety and pretend to be happy
Looking at others- do you think they know?

I don’t cry anymore
Betrayl feels old hat
Instead I curl up on my bed
When I sleep I can shut it all out

I don’t cry anymore
And I don’t feel anymore hope
I’m not surprised enough to be hurt
It is what it is, this is where I’m at